Sunday, March 30, 2008: distracted.
AH. i'm so behind in my work, i keep leaving it to the last minute. so many things going on, its so hard to keep track of time! maybe i need to learn how to prioritise..
as of now i have yet to complete my tutes for all 4 units, my BE assignment and get a head start on studying for mid sems which is just around the corner, like in 2 weeks! i am so dead, and i am still so distracted.. it is already the FIFTH week of school. which means i have been back in perth for almost 2 whole months! already! which means semester is ending in like another 3 more months.. which means exams are coming.. :/ not good at all.
but in other areas of my life, things seem to have been going rather smoothly. my not-so-scary-after-all experience leading worship has led me to think that worship leading isnt that bad after all. maybe i should try it more often. its just so strange how God uses me in strange ways. i even shared about things that i wasnt planning to share in the first place! somehow i didnt stumble or stutter over words and i didnt blank out! Surely God was with me there and then. (:(: BS leading was quite interesting. and as unprepared as i was that night (i forgot to bring my prepared answers), somehow i managed to remember what was discussed at the BS leaders meeting and what pastor timon brought up at the BS leaders training! unbelievable for such a poor memory like mine. it did take a while for my group to warm up to each other and to answering the BS questions, but i'm glad that things turned out okay in the end. yay! i had been worrying for nothing (:
so moral of the story? a passage came to mind..
"Therefore i tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. Consder the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; uet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest? ... O you of little faith! ... But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and these things will be given to you as well. Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom. Sell your posessions and give to the poor. Provide purses for yourselves that will not wear out a treasure in heaven that will not be exhausted, where no thief comes near and no moth destroys. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."
Luke 12:22-34haha, just more excuse not to do my work! :P dont worry i'm trying to do it now.. :/
a shout of praise.
5:15 PM
